Rules...rules...rules how did you ever get to be so cruel? I cry and cry but it never fades, how did I ever let myself get to this place? Emotions and scars are buried deep...how will I ever get to sleep? I toss and turn throughout the night but never see the end in sight. I… Continue reading Alone Poem
Category: Thoughts
Mental Escape Poem
As I sit in silence and wonder if I ever will be heard, I slap on my happy face and push my thoughts away. The night is calling my name and there's more alcohol on its way. I get lost. I get lost. In the crowd I get tangled and loose myself. How can this… Continue reading Mental Escape Poem
Breaking Free Poem
Trying to forget the past, as I sit in silence I can't think but how did I grow up so fast. Memories flood and wash away like the scars that will never fade. I get lost and lose control but because of society I have to play my roll. Why can't you let me go?… Continue reading Breaking Free Poem
Guilt
Guilt is a funny thing. It helps keep you in check because normally when you stray away from your morals, is when guilt kicks in. So, with that understanding, I am going to make a conscious effort to not let guilt rule my life. Often, I let others guilt me into doing something I may… Continue reading Guilt
Life
I am not even sure what to write about but here I am! My life currently is being consumed with focusing on loosing weight and reading more into the spiritual world (and a lot of random tarot card readings). Currently, there really isn’t much going on…let me be honest. I am learning to trust and… Continue reading Life
Friendships
I have lately been baffled when it comes to the topic of friends. The friends I have in my life are few but loyal and I wouldn’t have it any other way. My friends have put me in my place when I needed it and vice versa. I have always tried to be open and… Continue reading Friendships
My Scoliosis
Quick information about scoliosis - fancy word for curvature of the spine. Depending on the severity of it, will depend on if no treatment is necessary or someone may need a back brace or in severe cases (like mine) will need surgery. I found out when I was about 10 years old (in 6th grade)… Continue reading My Scoliosis
Just a Blog!
Soooo I haven’t blogged this week because I just haven’t felt it to be honest. To catch up, last week I had sciatica nerve pain and a deer ran into my car. The nerve pain was the worse! If anyone has had it, I know you can relate. I had the sharp shooting pains and… Continue reading Just a Blog!
Living in the Now
I kind of feel that people’s attention span has become less and less over the years. Yes, the world of electronics has evolved and there is some pretty cool technology out there but at the same time, I feel that it is limiting us as well. Even now with the corona virus, those that are… Continue reading Living in the Now
Thanksgiving Break
I had a 3 day break from work (Thursday through Saturday) and all I can say it was not long enough! However, I still had a nice little break. My mom was over, so my better half cooked while we played games and just hung out. We only really went shopping for Christmas decorations and… Continue reading Thanksgiving Break
