I was watching I believe a YouTube video, where they talk about your goals/ what you want to manifest and the question of “what does it mean to you” came up. This stuck with me because when I look at what I want to achieve…which is a total change of career and somewhat lifestyle… my… Continue reading What Does it Mean to You?
Total Loss: 26.8lbs Current Weight: 179.8 Hello May! I don’t really know what week I am at – I have been too lax about my weekly postings to keep up to date. I just wanted to give a brief update on how everything has been going. I hit my goal of starting my first weigh… Continue reading Week ..Um… IDK!
Week 13: -0.2 Week 14: -1.4 I had to double up again because there just isn’t much happening here in this area of my life if I am being completely honest. I did go for my first jog in week 14 (last week) and almost died… not really … just out of shape! I also… Continue reading Week 13 & 14
I am a Golden Girls fanatic so I came across this meme yesterday and thought it was perfect for how I feel. I haven’t lost any of my friends and in fact most people still don’t even know yet about this whole path I am on and my blog because I just don't want to… Continue reading Just Another Update
Too many demons in my head and even though I try to block them out, they keep asking me to come back to bed. It is so easy to be defeated and not win, to go back into the dream world that I was once in. But once the blindfold is off, you can’t be… Continue reading Dream World Poem
Looking through a mirror - I see me, but I don’t see me clear. Where once I was alive inside, now stands a part of me that has died. Old memories popped into my head but nothing made sense and all I saw was red. Once I was always nice and kind, but some took… Continue reading Me Poem
Loss: 1.4 lbs from Week 10 For week 11, I didn't track anything because I just wanted/needed a complete break. I didn't want to have to think or worry about points. I know that needing a break is just life and part of me debated to just weigh in to document my weight but the… Continue reading Week 11 & 12
Love can be such a beautiful thing that can blossom, flow, and make your heart sing. It can lift you up and make you feel wonderful, where you may have once felt lonely and pitiful. As you look at what is all around, you can see that love can always be found. If you can’t… Continue reading Love Poem
The path before me is hidden and unknown but I will gladly take this walk with you, as you are now my home. Since you have walked into my path, I have less fear, less doubt…no need to ever look back. I love you beyond words and for it is written and true, I belong… Continue reading My Love Poem
I look up, I look down and still I am no where near the ground. Should I go this way or that way…should I give, or should I take…I don’t want to make a mistake. I start and I stop but I don’t ever feel like I am getting to the top. I look to… Continue reading Confused Poem